I never plan nor have anxieties like yours about what to do, but I do act on impulse a lot and the suffer ( sometimes) , and cause immense suffering for Jenny, so I’m culpable: all I can say is trust yourself to get through anything with willpower and a good drill …. best of Sicilian luck!
Speaking as one who is risk-averse and lives largely in their head this all seems impossibly exciting to me. Fears and doubts are natural in a situation like this. Go for it.
Your mind rolodexes away with you just like mine does! I worry my intestinal issues will come back with a vengeance once I have to stop the cortisone, and that my weight will continue to go up and up and I'll have to keep on buying bigger and bigger sizes and then my husband will leave me because I have an upset tummy and I'm the size of a beluga whale and I will run out of poetry to write and never write another novel and I will spend too much money and we will have to sell our house in Spain which I love and that my chronic pain will return and I won't be able to go for long walk again... and and and! I liked reading about your anxieties!
Where do you get a Jeff?!! 😂🙃🌺
I know!
I never plan nor have anxieties like yours about what to do, but I do act on impulse a lot and the suffer ( sometimes) , and cause immense suffering for Jenny, so I’m culpable: all I can say is trust yourself to get through anything with willpower and a good drill …. best of Sicilian luck!
Yes we are! We drive the world ! Into chaos…..
Haa. Willpower! The last time I used it was when I was 16, to become skinny.. You know, we impulsive people are lots of fun though, right?
Joyous Noel darling.
Oh you ..
Speaking as one who is risk-averse and lives largely in their head this all seems impossibly exciting to me. Fears and doubts are natural in a situation like this. Go for it.
Thanks, Jules. It's just do complicated... But thrilling.
Your mind rolodexes away with you just like mine does! I worry my intestinal issues will come back with a vengeance once I have to stop the cortisone, and that my weight will continue to go up and up and I'll have to keep on buying bigger and bigger sizes and then my husband will leave me because I have an upset tummy and I'm the size of a beluga whale and I will run out of poetry to write and never write another novel and I will spend too much money and we will have to sell our house in Spain which I love and that my chronic pain will return and I won't be able to go for long walk again... and and and! I liked reading about your anxieties!
Haha oh I hear you, sister! I hope these things don't happen to you, but if they do, we've got your back.